My brother, my friend, I worked on your memorial again today and posted on Facebook and let people know that you are no longer with us. We already miss you. I can't believe that I will never get to talk to you again, see your face and huge smile again, share our stories and our lives ever again.  You deserved to live a long and happy life.  You deserved better. I hope Mom and Cathy and Richard were there to greet you wherever you are.  I hope they can give you a big hug from me and that you are skating and listening to music and vinyl and loving nature and cooking and building audio and working a lathe somewhere.  I miss you and love you, my brother.